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I FEEL SO ALONE. i hate coming home if there is nothing to do or nobody to see/visit. I could possibly be in a show- ACME does and one act express called (this year) By the Seat of Our Pants, where the plays are writen the day before the performance and the directing and everything is done the day of. Besides that.... ballet class and.... re-reading Harry Potters and....uhhh
i went to the cast and friends party after the musical last night and that was weird. I thought I would have a good time but it turns out i only knew like three people well enough to talk to and the other people I have sort of fallen out of favor with. the three people I could have spent the time with were wrapped up in other people.
why does coming home make me sad?
i hate being lonely. i always need somebody to be with; i'm social in that way. where are all my friends?!


WHAAAAAAA!!!